Failure to Remember to Forgive

On the way to work today, again, a bicyclist was impeding in 'my' lane (as if i own the roadway); being in auto-ego mode first thing in the morning, i quickly dumped all my hate onto the bicyclist..but there is a miracle here..'wait for it'..

but instead of being overwhelmed over the 'guilt' for once again spewing my self-hate onto someone else (so that I can feel guiltless (at least for a couple seconds)),

[Now, here is the lesson:]

i quickly asked for different way to look at it (because i really do know inside that the bicyclist was not the cause of my guilt).

the lesson is that I did not let the guilt of my first attack prevent me from asking for help, so I was able to receive the correction (the miracle).

Parting thought: today, as I begin to feel guilty for anything that arises in my mind, instead of feeling like a bad student, my right mind can remind my decision maker that this is just another opportunity to ask for help if I so choose...that's all..just another opportunity for correction, nothing else, nothing more...freedom from pangs of guilt at last...